What gives?!

I've been in such a foul mood for the past 3 days. I just can't shake the feeling.
I've been on a raging binge and purge cycle and it's starting to wear me out. As sick as it sounds I used to love the feeling of eating what I wanted then purging, counting the calories I may have thrown up, then feeling nice and empty again. Now I sob for half an hour and do the same fucking thing.
I really really didn't want to bring up my ED in this blog but fuck it. It's part of who I am.
When my mum found out she flipped her shit. She said I was doing it for attention and that it was "lucky she caught me early on, as the effects weren't showing yet."
Oh yes. That's what she said.
Anyway, I don't want to rant I'm just trying to be in a better mood.

I've got Godskitchen tomorrow which is going to be amazing. I don't usually like that kind of music but any excuse to be off my face it alright with me ;) T's got some green clovers and coke left over so the night should be very very interesting!


Ahh to be young.