Tuesday, December 7, 2010

That kind of fucked up shit.

I've got this little problem going on in my life at the moment.
There's this guy at work who is really lovely and kind of cute (I laughed as I typed that - how immature of me!) and he's funny too HOWEVER he is the clingiest guy I have ever met.
He told me he liked me last night and I just said "you're retarded!" and laughed it off which made today super awkward and oh my goodness my head is spinning because I know he's liked me for a while and I'm stuck in this rut because I tried liking him back because he's just so nice and I know he would be the greatest boyfriend ever but the thing is everytime I try to get into him I just don't feel anything (No time for full stops! Too much to type!)
Anyway, the point of the post is he text me about an hour ago telling me he has an eating disorder which has literally just blown my mind. He says it's not ana or mia but something to do with his mind I don't know I'm not thinking clearly and I'm sure this makes no sense but I just needed to BLURT IT OUT TO THE WORLD! I'm quite angry actually because I'm the first one he's told which means he needs me for support but how do I do that IF I CANT EVEN GET THROUGH THIS MYSELF?! He doesn't know about my darling habits but I'm starting to wonder if he got the vibe and that's why he told me...
Any advise would be greatly appreciated. And heck, if you read through this entire post give yourself a high five and a pat on the back.



I've missed reading about you guys and I really really hope you're all doing well.
Lots of hugs and kisses and positive happy thoughts and rainbows and high fives coming your way! xoxox

1 comment:

  1. If you don't like him, you probably shouldn't force it... I mean, can you actually make yourself like someone?

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